everything is cool
shit's been happening and i'm leaving for ozzfest today

i miss you all

leanne holla at me

I had a cute /german/mexican girlfriend for a week but it sucked.

i'll post more one day...maybe

Feeling: high

well, it's been a minute but here i am for the time being

graduated...whatever

it's kinda slow, nothing really happening. Just chillin'

i wish i had a way to see heather. that'd be lovely


there's nothing else on my mind



sorry

Feeling: complacent

those sons of bitches put an add on my journal. I'll move my shite now. Where can i store all my images at? There are only like 4.

I saw leanne..saturday night i believe it was. It was great to see her again, i could do it everyday.

I'm so fucking tired and sleepy and stoned. O god it hurts. And i'm hungry too, somone give a brotha a burger

went swimming with gooch and bugabear yesterday, we saw a skunk too and we threw rocks at it. Good times.

I am sorry heather i've neglected email. The last 2 times i was writing you back the damn school comps messed up and i lost it. Dirty bastards.

I'm done, nap time

sup guys? It's just another day in the life of kevin.

Currently champ is arguing with a guy cuz the dude is a whiny bitch cuz he got a tardy *Awwww*

I discovered a cool girl. She posted on my last entry and said i had a cool LJ. I wanna send a shout out, see if she's paying attention. check out dorkism.com

I gotta pee.

Leanne tells me she will be down soon. I wonder if she will be here on a day when i have ian?

I graduate the 22nd..i think...people should come and hold signs like on WWE.

I got class night tonight. Gotta get right beforehand.

Cops are getting bad around G-ville. They were on news last night stating that if "you got drugs we gonna get ya". That's gonna raise prices...DAMN!

Well on that note i'm going to go urinate.

Feeling: ai'ght
Listening to: that butterfly song

*sigh* I'm gonna try to make this a long update. I'm neglecting emailing some people so i can put all i want to say here. Sorry heather, and i know brian isn't going to email me cuz well..he sucks. I also know he will never see this b/c in the entire history of knowing him he might have made the effort to visit one website i'm told him about and even then he just looked at the pictures.

fuck that guy

I awoke this morning to stresses. I hate money...curse these dead presidents. It just seems I never enough time or money or anything else when people come asking. There is so much i have to do, so little time.

It really pisses me off when people bother me in the mornings. Just let sleeping dogs lay, ya know.

I've been craving to own something. I want something to call mine. I don't really OWN anything. I've been looking at comps and stuff i can put money into. I really want to move out, get a place with a couple of people and really just enjoy myself.

I gotta call the ACT people, I gotta call progressive for auto insurance (i don't wanna pay that shit), i gotta go to work, i gotta be a father, i gotta go here, i gotta go there, i gotta pay this person this much money, i gottagotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Leanne, come hug me.
*smiles* ya, that would make me feel better. I don't know what it is about leanne, she's like my mary tyler moore.
"Who can turn the world on with a smile, who can take a (missing lyric) day and suddenly make it all feel worthwhile.."

Crystal has a boyfriend from luverne now, i hope he beats her.

I get Ian this weekend. He makes me feel good too. He doesn't like for me to sleep much.

Sunday is mothers day. I would like for me and brittany and Ian to do something...maybe i should just send a card. Seems a much less bloody way to go about it.

I realize i've changed a little. I knew i would i even announced it after the demise of me and brittany. I've been alot more introverted, passive, down, i just haven't been gettin crunk like i used to. I just don't know if i have that fire in me anymore though. I'm a beaten man and i've lost alot of the fight i had in me.

Feeling: very bitter
Listening to: Deafening Silence

It's 420! WOOOO. I wanna send a shout out to all the patrons of this holiday. Blaze on!

I have no agenda for the day. I have to arrange for my "companion" for my birthday. I refuse to celebrate that alone. Luckily it won't be too hard for me this year.

2morrow me and george are gonna watch wizard of oz and listen to pink floyd, i've always wanted to do that.

I had a dream about leanne last night. I hope she is doing well, she deserves to be doing well. I wish the world could love her and she could love herself as much as i love her. Cuz leanne fuckin' rocks!

I'll go ahead and say hello to heather who i know is reading this. Heather is a very pretty girl and friend of mine who also plays guitar. She's got a cute butt, pretty eyes, If only heather weren't so far away i'd pursue her like a lion on a zebra.

I got prom pictures today, i'm gonna keep one and give the rest to crystal to illustrate to her how little i care about her. The goal is for it to eat at her and make her feel bad so she will sit and think "hmm i let kevin meet my family, go to my aun't wedding, take me out, etc, etc....was i leading him on, perhaps i shoulda said yes to him"

but i'm not bitter ;)

I guess that's all i really have to say.

holla

Feeling: awake
Listening to: disturbed-liberate your mind

Well it's been a while so i guess it's due time for a big update

Crystal turned me down, let's all damn her now and call her names and chant about how crazy that was of her to do....
*moment*

alright, but let's not harp on that! I get to have ian every other weekend now and split holidays and 6 weeks in the summer. So i'm done with court for him but the drama is far from over. There was a problem with my 1st visitation but i'm going to let it slide this last time b/c there was a lawyer in it.

Everything is ok i guess though.
I miss leanne more than last time i said i did. :(.
420 is coming up!
I find myself thinking of lynn alot...
graduate soon!
i gotta work today and i hate it.

that's the abridged update.

Feeling: blank
Listening to: Metallica-St. Anger

Ian


brian gets out of hospital today also..yay

Feeling: happy

SO, prom week. I got alot to do but it should all be worth it come saturday. I'm going to a wedding, eating dinner, going to prom, trying to ask this girl out...yadda yadda just another manic saturday

In other news brian's lung collapsed for anyone who didn't know. he was raking a yard and had bronchitis and smokes alot and i guess it all went *silly noise* and he has now a collapsed lung but he'll be ok. If you really care then you can take it up with him i'll answer no more questions of it.

Heather emailed me, she's cool i gotta spend more time with her.

Michael must die.


gone

Feeling: blah
Listening to: who let the dogs out...

Went to 311 day in new orleans last week...burbon street is fucking wild.
THERE WAS POT EVERYWHERE, in the streets, in line i smoked so much pot with so many people i didn't know and saw many breasts that i'd like to know. It was buck wild

Locally nothing is new. Instigating revolution keeps me happy, well watching it anyway. These days i prefer to avoid drama i've had my fill of it, thanks brittany.

Jessica is getting married saturday, that's a..happy(?)...one. Well i suppose i'm happy for her. Weird seeing all these people do all these things like that, but that's growing up i suppose.

I don't feel that crystal feels like i feel in her feelings :)
but it's ok that's part of the fun i suppose. Love love

i'm owt diz bitch

btw i read some of your journal just to catch up REMY...so holla!

Feeling: apathetic
Listening to: disturbed